Wherever My Boots May Be, So I Will Be With Them 😅

by Sanela K. May 5, 2022

If you would only know what kind of stress and all that "new stuff" I am going through lately, you wouldn't believe it. Or, actually you would since my life is full of drama 😅 Always the same storyline, but not the same story. Well, now you know why I am never bored.

Lately I have really missed being bored and having nothing to do. That would be amazing actually. Honestly. I moved from one apartment to another in my same building. Had so much to do. Was dead tired. Moved from one company to another - this is my first week here actually. I still didn't have a chance to calm down and relax, think about all of this in peace or not to think at all. But, for the beginning, I have to say, it looks that people here are nothing like people in the previous company. Which is GREAT. I assume that has something to do with character and the culture you grew up in. I want to say, they are educated people who are discussing ideas and not gossiping about other people's private lives. And that is a huge change. That is big, trust me. I know you maybe cannot understand but that was so rare and hard to find in the circles I used to work in. And that made me so tired and drained.

As you know, every change, even one for the better needs some time to be processed in minds similar to mine. So, now I am fighting some panic attacks, mood swings, lack of sleep and big amount of thoughts. I knew it's gonna be like this. But it's always hard to deal with it. I am sharing this with you from the bottom of my heart. I know there are many bigger problems but only those who are going through this can understand.

I know you expected a Leviticus Fashions boots story and to hear about those adventures, but honest, as I always am, I have to say I don't have any adventures because everything whats hapenning lately is just "life" and at the moment, I just don't have time to show you any new stuff. Which doesn't mean it won't come someday soon, but first I really have to bring some peace and order into my chaotic life. I have to try to calm my innerself, this little girl inside who was imagining herself a little bit stronger than she became or better to say, she is strong but tired, really tired. I hope, in the meanwhile you will also enjoy some older photos of me in my beautiful boots. I mean, I can look a bit ugly on the photos but not the boots. No, no, never those beautiful boots. 😊