I am still alive đ
by Sanela K. Feb. 17, 2023
Hello my dear Leviticus Fashions community!
I honestly owe you an apology: first for being gone for so long time. I know it was the hardest thing you had to go through in your lives.... đ Missing your Little Miss Famous was a challenge, I suppose. Only the strongest were able to survive it. With tears in their eyes, but still. đ đ đ đ
Yeah, yeah, sure! Jokes aside!
I am really sorry for being gone for the couple of months but the truth is I have been struggling with many hard things in my life and I truly wasn't able to do anything for myself or to be creative. It was like hell for me because things that happened I had never gone through before and totally didn't know how to deal with them.
Long story short: I've gotten fired from two companies within two months. And I didn't even do anything wrong. First time they told me they don't need me. Okay, I also noticed that there is not much work to do anyway, so I can understand, but they had waited for the whole month to tell me that. They fired me two hours on my last probation day before my shift ended. I was in shock. Normally, here it is the law, during the first month both sides have the right to just "give up" without any reason, anytime. But, normally, if you reach that last day of the first month in a company - it means you are staying there. Well, not in my case.
Then after a month and a half I finally got another job and I got fired after five days. đ€Ș That probably sounds like I just did a lot of poopđ© to you and deserved to get fired. No... they didn't even have a reason to give me. They meant, I am nice and polite and hard working but - not fun enough! đź First of all: I didn't know you have to be fun and irresponsible to stay in a office job but okay. The second: what the heck are you talking about?? You haven't even gotten to know me yet. đ There is a process where you have to meet someone long enough to get comfortable and to get to know whom are you dealing with. But on the other side I was really learning and trying my best to be good at that job. Whatever. I actually heard it from the girl who was passing her knowledge onto me and I had to replace because she was pregnant. And she was the only one who actually got to know me a bit better and the only one who was against me getting fired. Anyhow, that big boss there didn't even bother to tell me before he went on a vacation. He was planning to waste my time until he comes back, but this girl felt like she cannot handle it and she told me whats going on. She felt bad for me. I was really thankful. Broke inside AGAIN but really thankful.
So, I went away with dignity. What happened after that, when I got home is another story, but nobody saw me broken. I was proud and ladylike.
Anyhow, those stories are just too long foremost and for a blog post. There was a lot more going on during this existential struggle but I don't think anyone of us can handle it in one blog post. đ I can't handle to remember all at once again anyway and you probably cannot handle to read it all at once. But I promise, I'll tell you in the nex few more blog posts and from now on I can be more active đ„° so you won't have to suffer again. đđ
So, I just wanted to let you know that I am still alive and stylish and not to shock you with information, but I am a walking shock to you system, probably anyway. đ
Stay updated!
Xoxo your Little Miss Famous đ
