Adulthood Mode 🙄

by Sanela K. August 14, 2021

I am sitting at my working place, 4th nightshift already and I am trying hard not to fall asleep. 😴 And a 5th nightshift is waiting for me tomorrow night as well. Oh, well, I am imagining how "motivated" I am gonna be. 😆 For the past 3 days I was leaving the facility at 6:30 AM. Even though the facility is only open till 4 AM. But, you know, there are many things you have to do when all the visitors are gone. 😑 Not fun stuff. And when you are a beginner, of course you need more time than someone who has been doing the same job for the past 2 years already. And sometimes this extra time and work drives me crazy. 🙈

It drives me crazy when I cannot find a mistake I have done, so my calculations are not correct. 🤬 But I was trying to say to myself: "okay, it is what it is, just accept it. You will be in bed at 7 AM, not earlier so, just deal with it." 😏

I remember days....... 8 YEARS AGO (!!!!) when I was still a young girl 🤣🤣🤣🤣 full of life, full of energy. I didn't even need any sleep. I was coming home at 7 AM FROM A DISCO!!!!!!!!! And my mother was waiting for me in our yard and was repeating the same old sentence every time: "do you really have to leave the disco the last like all gypsies...????????" (Just for the record, this actually has nothing to do with any gypsies. It's just a common sentence parents are telling their kids in my village when they want to let them know that something is not really needed or is inappropriate behavior). Croatian tragedies, I know. 😂

Well, back then I remember I didn't even need sleep (almost). I was just dancing, drinking some wine, singing.... meeting friends and actually doing almost nothing important. 😂

It was never too hard to stay somewhere till 7 AM or just to stay up all night without sleep. Ah, times changed so much in these 8 years. 😆😆😆

This is actually adult life. You are fighting to stay awake on your job and earn some money. 😅😅😅 You know when you turn your phone on "airplane mode" and the phone is "unabled". Well, it's kinda similar with adulthood. I call it "adulthood mode". Because, you know, just like that cell phone, I am here, but not functional at all. 😅😅😅 Well, we like to say that the life is like a broken joystick. 🤣

I have no idea why we wanted to grow up sp fast. It's a trap! 😆 The older I am, I begin to understand Peter Pan much better. Even though I am more like Tinkerbell. 😆

And right now this Tinkerbell is also hungry, but "DIETing" won't let me make myself at least a little bit happier by allowing me to snack. Njaaaaaah! 🙄

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